When I Realised I Was the Problem

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Even after changing careers, countries, and environments, I eventually found myself back in the same place — stressed-out Clémentine.

Overachieving, overdoing, and overthinking.

I was living in the jungle, surrounded by beauty and peace, doing work I loved — yet inside, I was filled with fear:

“Have I made the right choice?”

“Why am I feeling this way when I should be happy?”

After my first year in Costa Rica, I had to face a difficult truth:

the problem wasn’t my circumstances. It was me.

The Patterns We Bring With Us

My nervous system was still wired for pressure.

It didn’t matter how beautiful my surroundings were — my body remembered how to live in stress and urgency.

That state was familiar. It was my comfort zone.

When I looked deeper, I began to see what was beneath it all:

  • fear of lack

  • fear of failure

  • fear of not being enough

  • the need to prove my worth

I had been running toward a destination where I could finally become someone, instead of simply being with who I already was.

The Moment Everything Shifted

The breakthrough came when I stopped trying to fix myself and started listening.

Through conscious breathwork, I learned to observe my body’s signals, soften the tension, and allow emotions to move through me instead of controlling me.

Ease came when I accepted both the student and the teacher in me.

Humility replaced perfectionism.

Curiosity replaced fear.

I realised — there are things I know and things I don’t, and that’s okay.

Growth isn’t about reaching an endpoint; it’s about relating to life with awareness and grace.

From Pressure to Presence

This realization became the foundation of my 6-week course, From Pressure to Presence.

It’s for anyone who’s tired of running, tired of chasing the next thing, and ready to understand themselves deeply — body, breath, and mind.

You’ll learn to:

  • Recognize and release nervous system patterns of stress

  • Use breath as a tool for calm, clarity, and confidence

  • Transform self-pressure into presence and flow

  • Reconnect with what truly matters

When you understand yourself, peace follows naturally.

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Photo by Jasmina Schmitt

Enrollment Now Open

👉 If you’re ready to start 2026 from a place of grounded presence rather than pressure — join me.

🌿 From Pressure to Presence begins this January.

Learn to breathe, listen, and trust yourself again.

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